1001
nervous,speechless,blank,worried.. dunno what to say even we had
NO meeting eye and eye
seriously there's 1001 feeling played in my head and emotion
scared of something..
my brain keep thinking
about this..about that
what if..what not
how about if a get a answer of
a) YES
b) NO
effect of each answer will change everything..
if YES..alhamdulillah..there's something for me to go with..
if NO..i have LEAVE even if hard for me to do so..
BUT
i have a try for myself to get a YES answer
(give a chance TWICE)
if have no change..
i HAVE TO CHANGE
better i LEAVE even if my heart say NO..
but for me..let me live a life in "restu"
let the pain and bitter flavor my sweetest life
rather than i get worst life in future
its HARD..but maybe had a better ways ALLAH needs me to face..
because i had no answer (a) or (b)
NOW
i have to reach
YES
*seriously i never ever been in this situation..maybe its about serious matter
NO meeting eye and eye
seriously there's 1001 feeling played in my head and emotion
scared of something..
my brain keep thinking
about this..about that
what if..what not
how about if a get a answer of
a) YES
b) NO
effect of each answer will change everything..
if YES..alhamdulillah..there's something for me to go with..
if NO..i have LEAVE even if hard for me to do so..
BUT
i have a try for myself to get a YES answer
(give a chance TWICE)
if have no change..
i HAVE TO CHANGE
better i LEAVE even if my heart say NO..
but for me..let me live a life in "restu"
let the pain and bitter flavor my sweetest life
rather than i get worst life in future
its HARD..but maybe had a better ways ALLAH needs me to face..
because i had no answer (a) or (b)
NOW
i have to reach
YES
*seriously i never ever been in this situation..maybe its about serious matter
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